YOOOOOOO! (:

gotten 10/13 for social studies. HA, after less than 20 mins of studying! :->

cldds performance was not as good as monday, but the juniors did not BOO us.
i got alittle bit angry when he took my wallet and look at my ez-link. i dont like it because the pic's really ugly. and.. nvm. i'm not angry now.
before the performance, crap alot with jiahui. ha..
and now, keqin says sth's fishy going on.. =.=

i dont know should i be feeeling happy or should i not?

first time in my life that i'm going to receive prize on speech day.
and yet, my parents wont be able to make it. ):

receiving first in standard for combined humans for last yr and cca award for cldds.
feeeling happy about it as i didnt know anything for combined humans.

my parents are happy but they cant make it.
i feeel really damn sad and yet, what can i do about it? i'm supposed to be considerate but how to? i mean, this award is very important to me and i really wana my parents to be there to witness it. be proud of their daughter and yet, they're stuck at work. can't take leave.. so how am i supposed to react to this?

do you know i nearly cried just now? silly right?
but.. i really wish they will make it. yet, they cant. tmd! work&work&WORK! #damn work.
maybe this is the only time i'll be receiving an award during speech day in brd and yet, they're tied up by work.

and never ever did anyone know..
from forever failing histroy in sec 1 and 2, till teacher pek chek and call parents.. till now.
how much efforts i've put in to improve.. thats one of the reasons why i want them to be there.

i feeel so childish yet i can help it. haiz.. isit wrong of me to be disappointed over this? i know they're working for money and cant take leave suddenly.. but i'm disappointed. ):

ty sarah, jiahui and zen k0r for cheering me. (=
jiahui actually wanted to go, but.. because it's in sch.. so.. its a argh for him! :P

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